EP 24: Before Blaming Behavior, Look Around the Room

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She has a fierce maternal instinct.

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Her children were spiraling with depression, ocd behaviors to panic attacks and they were missing so much school, but she kept trusting her gut.

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This story today, I hope, will change the way you look at your home, your health and your children.

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This could save the way your kids are healing and wondering what's the root cause of their ailment.

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You might feel crazy or you're seeing so many specialists that just keep treating the symptom.

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So stay tuned for Laura Hott's story.

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Thank you very much for being here today.

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Thanks for having me.

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Yes, and I know this is your first podcast and I kind of threw this idea at you because I hadn't seen you in three years.

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I had met you at my very first on this vortex in Sedona and just the connection and how I could see your soul and see kind of where you were at then and we were partnered up.

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We were partnered to stare into each other's eyes.

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For a long time yeah, for a really long time we didn't know each other.

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We didn't know each other connection for sure.

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Yeah, and they're like, okay, we gotta stare each the stranger in the eyes.

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Yeah, and at first it was definitely very awkward you know, because I'm like okay, then you get used to it and yeah, and then it was like this calm and almost I could see your soul and see kind of the pain that you were in.

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Then you know and and probably could see my pain, you know, just hadn't even been a year since I had lost my husband and so much going through.

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And I really think that time was preparing me for um.

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I had no idea what was to come.

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No, no.

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After that, I mean that was like literally right before my life fell apart.

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And that was three years ago, and I honestly, hadn't really seen you since then, until a couple weeks ago.

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Yeah.

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And I remember, you know, three years ago, when you had mentioned your children kind of having some health issues and weren't quite sure what the root cause, and same in your marriage and I ran into you, you know, a couple weeks ago to get my eyebrows microbladed.

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We did your eyebrows.

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I love it and I couldn't, I couldn't believe the story that you shared with me about the root cause your children because it was a similar story to my family.

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So I'd love for you to start telling the audience when you start seeing symptoms for your girls, when that happened, if you could, you know, maybe each individually for those girls yeah.

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so out of my three girls, the, the first two had health issues um years ago and kind of went down a path of figuring out answers.

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My middle was diagnosed with Lyme disease and pandas and it took several doctors to get a diagnosis to figure out what was going on.

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But she just had a lot of random things happening that I knew in my gut these are all correlated somehow.

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But heart issues, gut issues, OCD, bags under her eyes like dark circles under her eyes.

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She was so tired she would just lie around.

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What was the heart?

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Issues Like what was she feeling.

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So she had just had a virus and she kept.

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She was three years old and she kept saying my heart's beeping, and I felt it and it was beating so fast, and so my husband at the time felt it too and he was like, yeah, so I was eight months pregnant with my third, and so I took her to the ER.

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She was diagnosed with SVT supraventricular tachycardia I think I'm saying that right, I'm not sure, but she was told she would be um, she was put on medication, um, and that she would be on it for life and that it would um get worse or that she would need an ablation or be on medication for life.

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So we were waiting for her to get a little bit older to have the ablation.

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She was three years old at that point.

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Yeah, three or four she had the heart and what other symptoms did?

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she have.

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Then Um, so then after that, so she was put on medication and everything after that.

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Then, um, she got mono and that's when she completely changed.

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Um, I thought, oh my gosh, mono is like.

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I mean, obviously I took her to the doctor, she was diagnosed with mono, but months after it's like she was not functioning and I kept thinking, mono is crazy.

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And I had mono in high school.

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I know you can be really tired and um, but after about six months I was like this is not she.

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Just she was so OCD, rage, anxiety, little things.

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It was like walking on eggshells If you poured a little bit too much milk in her cereal or not enough milk, or she could hardly wear any clothes.

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Everything bothered her.

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She had one shirt and all my girls have been sensitive with clothes and sensory issues, but this was like a whole other level, the way it felt on their skin.

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My son had a little bit of that, if I remember, like socks of the too tight or certain things.

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yeah, yeah they were always like that, but this was like she wouldn't wear underwear at all, she wouldn't go.

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We couldn't, I couldn't take her places because she literally couldn't get clothes on and she would just be screaming in her room like and this is my sweet, soft little, kind little like she was never like that, she was never and she would just scream in her room and she would just out of nowhere.

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I hate you and it just wasn't.

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It wasn't her.

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It was like I could see her raging.

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I could see her, not herself.

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So that led me to different doctors, different naturopaths.

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I finally got answers, answers and a diagnosis with looking into pandas, which basically or pants, pandas or pants.

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How long did that take, so that by?

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the time she was seven, so these things started when she was three.

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By the time she was seven, I remember wanting to cry in that doctor's office because he said if you would have had the ablation, we were waiting for her to be eight to have the ablation, so we't done it yet.

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But he said if you would have done it it wouldn't have done anything, because the reason she has heart issues is Lyme disease and, um and sure enough, like doing um a protocol for Lyme disease called the Cowden protocol, um she, and going off gluten and changing her diet and stuff like that, she was off her heart medication and never had to have the ablation and she doesn't have the heart problem anymore which the cardiologist said she would have forever, and so that all was just like a whole crazy time.

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And then after that my oldest was having a lot of health issues and it led me to finding homeopathy, which my middle was doing so much better.

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But there were lasting things with her.

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She had misophonia, which kind of sounds like a weird thing.

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I'm sure some people have this, but it it's just a matter of like how extreme and how much it's affecting your life.

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But she can't it.

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It was like certain sounds, um so, like chewing anything that had to do with eating, like a fork hitting the plate, um, like it was fight or flight.

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She could not, you could not chew gum around her, you couldn't chew anything.

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And that was the more I learned about it, because in the beginning it seemed like just get over it, come on.

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But the more I learned about it it's like telling someone with a headache to get over a headache, like she could not be around those noises, and so that was a lasting thing.

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That didn't go away with the Lyme protocol and stuff, and I just knew there was more that needed to heal her from that, because it was pretty life-altering, like going on road trips and things like that.

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She would be crying if her dad took like a sip of water, like a little sip of water.

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It affected everyone.

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What about your other girls?

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Were they starting to have symptoms?

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Too, your other girls at the time.

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Yeah, other girls?

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Were they starting to have symptoms to your other girls at the time?

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Yeah, so, um, and then.

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So my oldest had struggled with, um, depression and and gut issues, a lot and migraines, and um kind of did different doctors for that?

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Um managed things for a while and then it just it really plummeted at a point where, looking back now I know there was mold in that house we've been in a lot of different houses um, but rage, a lot of rage.

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She would have rage for absolutely no reason and so and I felt horrible because I felt like she was grounded all the time, I felt like she was always in trouble.

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But looking back, I mean, these were things like she couldn't control and your girls missed a lot of school as well, right Due to the health ailments.

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And now you talked about mold.

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So do you feel the mold was in your home from when the girls were really little, because you said it started at three years old?

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Yeah, so back then, so my oldest around when she was maybe 14, she's 19 now.

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So when she was 14, this naturopath that did diagnose my middle with the Lyme disease and pandas also found that my oldest had mold mycotoxins in her labs and he said it doesn't mean it's in the house you're in now it could be from any house that you've lived in and so it stays in your body, cause I know we went through that because we had mold in our home in in Alaska.

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You know, I didn't know that when I lived there, but now that we finally got a diagnosis just in May of this year, it's like, oh, it must have been in our home in Alaska.

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And that's why, when you're sharing that, I feel a lot of our my husband's mental health, my kids.

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Now it's dawning on me that the mold, on top of all the other toxicity, the fear that we were living in, you know, really affected our immune system.

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Yeah, and look, mold is everywhere.

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Mold is in probably eight out of 10 houses.

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So I think it's hard for a lot of people to think that mold can affect anyone this much.

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Because why can it affect some of the family and not?

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Maybe usually it's the dad's, that the husband's that it doesn't affect as much, but sometimes it's a lot of like smaller symptoms with them that they don't even know with, like testosterone or different things that it can affect and mood and stuff like that.

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But it's also a matter of your genetics, so some people can detox that easier.

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But my kids all have.

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Yes, because we all have that MTHFR gene that.

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MTHFR gene mutation, which I learned about.

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Yes, all these things that I wish I had known back then, but I've learned so much now.

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But they don't detox like a normal person, um, and even that is common to have.

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There's different mutations.

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My middle had the worst one, which makes sense.

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She had the worst health issues at a young age, um, and.

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But then my third didn't have any health issues and I was always like, oh, I have one, it's like, she's good, she's healthy, and and actually I would always say that and my, my ex would always say, just wait, something's gonna happen.

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Because, like, it was just like always something with the other two and I'd be like, no, she's fine, she made it to anyways.

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My other two at young ages were, were struggling, and my youngest was, was good until nine years old and then her whole life, hers was the most dramatic and, um, completely stopped her life.

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So what started happening?

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for her.

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Yeah, so, um, so with my other two I found homeopathy and they were doing good.

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There was so much healing with homeopathy, um, after several doctors, so I had already known about that.

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I'd known about pandas and pans.

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Um, so my youngest, she didn't have anxiety, she didn't have gut issues, um, she was, she was a shy kid but you know, not really any health issues, um, but it all changed at Disneyland.

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She had her first panic attack and it was pretty severe.

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She, um, it was after a ride and she was always afraid of rides, and so I think it was just the final straw that it's kind of like your bucket can only hold so much of whatever the load is of toxins, of emotional stress, of trauma, of mold, of all of that.

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And so her bucket was filling up.

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I didn't know she also had had nitrous oxide two days before this happened, which filled up her bucket because she has the MTHFR gene mutation and you can't detox that as well.

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So I didn't know, you're not supposed to have nitrous oxide if you have that.

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So her bucket was filling up and it spilled over from the.

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I mean, the ride was traumatic for her.

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It was just enough trauma to because she was scared it was like a scary ride for her it was, yeah, it was scary, you know it's interesting that you mentioned that, because I feel fear plays a big role in all of this.

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Yes, because I feel fear, let's say okay.

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So I know you had shared with me your marriage.

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You know from early on you went through a lot in your marriage and I'm sure there was times a lot of fear a fear the affairs, a fear of you know, um, what if it would be on my own?

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So living in constant fear also suppresses your immune system and hits your gut.

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You're talking about that bucket.

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I feel that fear bucket got so high to a tipping point.

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That ride was that tipping point of fear.

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You talked about nitrous.

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She was probably fearful going to the dentist, which so many do, and it was that tipping point of the fear that really wrecked habit on her immune system and that was that tipping it just made her crash.

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It was, it was, like I said, the final straw.

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So after that ride we were walking and she said I don't feel real.

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And I was like, oh yeah, it's kind of weird.

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Huh, like like you feel like you're in a movie, like the ride, I'm like I don't know.

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And she kept saying it and she said I don't feel real, I don't feel real.

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And then she jumped in my arms.

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She was nine, she'd never done this before, like leaped in your arms leaped in my arms and she said I'm dying.

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I'm dying, I can't breathe, I can't, and you couldn't talk to her, but she couldn't at that point say what was going on or what was wrong.

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I could see, and then it dawned on me that she was having a panic attack, and what I learned later is she would have a certain anxiety, called depersonalization, where you don't feel real.

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I've never had that before, but I've heard from others that it's like the worst feeling.

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I've never had that before, but I've heard from others that it's like the worst feeling.

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I feel like I've had like glimpses of that of a feeling for like a second, but never where it's lasting like that.

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So she still was having that feeling and then had a panic attack and then after some time, calmed down, but then it happened two more times within that evening and I was like, hey, we're out of here.

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I can't stay in.

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Disneyland and her triggers were like she couldn't be around people, she couldn't be around the noise she couldn't.

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And ever since that day, just over two years ago, she was not the same kid she, I.

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She couldn't be around people at all and she couldn't.

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It just Things got worse and worse.

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She couldn't leave the house, she couldn't get in the car, things made her dizzy.

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She felt really sick a lot.

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She started having tics, certain movements she would put her head like in circular motions all the time, super irritable, could hardly talk to her, she couldn't concentrate and just, and things got so hard that she wasn't able to even be with friends or family.

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Her birthday was a month after that.

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My family wanted to just come by to give her like a gift and she did not want anyone to come over.

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She couldn't be around.

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There was something not right.

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I mean it wasn't something I could talk her through or tell her let's just think about this and it'll get better.

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Like this was so severe that I there was nothing I I knew I wanted to do.

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Eventually, I mean, I took her.

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She wasn't beginning, able to go to the doctor.

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Um, she had labs done one time and they did find, um, certain things, that she was able to get a diagnosis with the pans, but explain to me what is pan?

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because when you mentioned it to me.

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I had no, I had never heard of it yeah and so I'd love for you to explain it.

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I you know so pandas is basically um, so there's a lot.

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It's.

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It's a hard thing because it's not just like a set.

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This happens and they have these symptoms and it's a lot of different symptoms that they can have.

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But basically if they have physical symptoms along with mental symptoms, that a lot of times happen overnight not always.

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My oldest, hers was never like this overnight change, but kind of slowly got worse.

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But my middle was due to Epstein-Barr was the trigger for hers.

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But basically it crosses the blood-brain barrier and the brain becomes so inflamed that they have severe mental issues and those mental issues can be anywhere from depression to OCD to anxiety, panic attacks um, so my youngest to anxiety, panic attacks so my youngest it was these panic attacks, depersonalization, and then she couldn't socialize around people at all.

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So there's a lot of different factors with it.

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Like I was saying, with the toxins, the viral exposures, the terrain, their genetics, their immune system, exposures, the terrain, their genetics, their immune system.

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And then it's usually if they have like a couple of, there's a whole list of psychological symptoms, so I can't remember.

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It's like a certain amount that they have from that and then a certain amount of mental issues and then they'd usually be diagnosed with like, oh, this sounds like pandas.

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So pandas is specifically from strep.

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So if they've had strep and my, my girls had, um, high strep antibodies but they never had strep throat I never, they never, they didn't, they weren't sick.

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And another weird thing that I found out later was my girls never had fevers.

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They were never like very sick kids and never had fevers.

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Well, I know now you want your kids to have fevers every now and then you like maybe twice a year.

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That's a normal thing because it shows their immune system is fighting off.

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So a lot of times that's a sign, not that your kids are going to end up with pandas or pans, but a lot of pandas or pans.

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Kids don't get fevers and a lot of a lot of parents moms are super happy when their kid gets their first fever because they're like they're healing.

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So pans is due to anything else.

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Basically, pandas is specifically brain inflammation.

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It's pediatric autoimmune neuropsychiatric syndrome or something like that.

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I would have to double check actually.

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I can never remember that and I feel with the inflammation in the brain, because I know I had brought Mateus for a brain scan and that's what they had found inflammation in the amygdala, which is also the fear center, the fight and flight, yeah, and if you are around mold or other toxins then it makes your gut more susceptible to that environment.

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Like you said, mold could be anywhere, right?

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So I went down this journey of the pandas and the pans and my kids and I had heard from Facebook groups that mold a lot of times is a factor, but I always brushed that off Like I don't know.

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They got better with homeopathy.

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I didn't look into mold, um, but then two years after the homeopathy, when my youngest had her onset, my oldest relapsed and she was doing great for two years with the homeopathy, um, and she relapsed.

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Everything.

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All her symptoms came back.

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She was super, super depressed like bedridden.

00:21:16.221 --> 00:21:21.961
She had mono bedridden depression, anorexia.

00:21:21.961 --> 00:21:30.903
It's like she's a very passionate, she loves, she has hobbies, she loves ballet, she was doing palm, she loves her friends.

00:21:30.903 --> 00:21:32.489
Nothing mattered anymore.

00:21:32.489 --> 00:21:33.077
It just all changed.

00:21:33.077 --> 00:21:35.192
She loves her friends, nothing mattered anymore, it just all changed.

00:21:35.192 --> 00:21:38.402
So they were both struggling majorly.

00:21:38.402 --> 00:21:43.240
I still didn't think of mold.

00:21:43.240 --> 00:21:49.942
So it just showed itself when our dishwasher broke.

00:21:49.942 --> 00:21:57.951
And when our dishwasher broke we pulled it out and there was mold behind in the whole kitchen island.

00:21:57.971 --> 00:21:59.977
It was black mold that's the thing with mold.

00:21:59.977 --> 00:22:14.513
It's something that's so hidden, or even I know we have done multiple tests in our home and you know, trying to see where it's so hard to to find, you know, and it could be kids, schools, that behind walls and it's you know, air test, it's relative, they have fans on or anything.

00:22:14.513 --> 00:22:17.939
You know it's really hard to find until you really dig in.

00:22:17.939 --> 00:22:30.615
But it does cause so much harm, yeah, mental health, especially depending on where your kids are at, you know, for as far as being able to detox, um, their environments.

00:22:30.734 --> 00:22:37.030
Yeah, so once I found that it, it all made sense why they both were not doing well my middle.

00:22:37.030 --> 00:22:39.935
There was also black mold in my oldest bathroom.

00:22:39.935 --> 00:22:51.423
Um, actually, when I went to, when we um did remediation or we did a whole treatment where they, um, where they spray this dry, uh, what is it?

00:22:51.423 --> 00:22:52.092
I can't vapor stuff.

00:22:52.092 --> 00:22:53.195
Um, it's like a treatment throughout the whole house.

00:22:53.195 --> 00:22:53.678
Almost what is it?

00:22:53.678 --> 00:22:54.079
I can't vapor stuff.

00:22:54.079 --> 00:22:55.665
Um, it's like a treatment throughout the whole house.

00:22:55.990 --> 00:22:56.330
Almost like.

00:22:56.330 --> 00:22:57.253
Is it ozone?

00:22:57.253 --> 00:22:59.441
I've heard you could do like a whole ozone treatment.

00:23:00.391 --> 00:23:07.998
But that I mean, yeah, there's so many different things and it's so hard, I don't even know if it really helped or actually made things worse.

00:23:07.998 --> 00:23:11.571
I would hear here to do I was trying to do whatever I could.

00:23:11.571 --> 00:23:14.357
And then later I'd hear like, oh, that makes it worse, so that, and my kids?

00:23:14.357 --> 00:23:14.478
They?

00:23:14.478 --> 00:23:16.583
I was trying to do whatever I could, and then later I'd hear like, oh, that makes it worse.

00:23:16.583 --> 00:23:19.730
And my kids, they were just struggling, they weren't doing good.

00:23:19.730 --> 00:23:27.037
But I went to take all the vents off to do that treatment and my you never notice my oldest, her vent in her bathroom was completely full of black mold.

00:23:27.037 --> 00:23:29.957
Oh, wow, so anyways it.

00:23:29.957 --> 00:23:31.520
Just I knew then.

00:23:31.520 --> 00:23:36.001
And now when I see people talk about pandas and pans, Because now you've moved right.

00:23:36.809 --> 00:23:38.532
Yeah, moved Well yeah.

00:23:38.573 --> 00:23:48.561
So at that time is when my marriage fell apart for good and I needed to move because of divorce.

00:23:48.561 --> 00:24:01.729
And I look back now and obviously I think everything was happening, because it needed to to get us out of that house in a way that left no option with mold.

00:24:01.729 --> 00:24:14.711
I don't know if I would have been able to convince my ex to move, because I don't think he ever really thought of that as a problem a lot of people don't, even though we found it and they weren't doing well with their health.

00:24:14.771 --> 00:24:18.181
I just don't know if I hadn't.

00:24:19.192 --> 00:24:20.696
Because was he having any symptoms?

00:24:20.777 --> 00:24:22.161
or feeling like it was affecting him.

00:24:22.161 --> 00:24:24.919
He didn't have any health issues.

00:24:24.919 --> 00:24:33.739
But again, I mean, I've heard with men it can be even like hair loss or different things like that.

00:24:33.890 --> 00:24:37.162
But I am sorry, didn't you hear that testosterone actually helps you avoid?

00:24:37.162 --> 00:24:39.609
From like getting the toxicity from old.

00:24:39.790 --> 00:24:46.740
So a lot of times men yeah, they don't have as many health issues because they have higher testosterone which like somehow protects them.

00:24:46.740 --> 00:25:00.501
So, and because all three of our kids have the double mutation, mthfr mutation I don't know what he has, but most likely he has one.

00:25:00.501 --> 00:25:07.039
I have two, but he might be more protected with detoxing.

00:25:07.039 --> 00:25:08.923
Better what?

00:25:08.943 --> 00:25:09.304
about you.

00:25:09.304 --> 00:25:10.450
Did you have any symptoms?

00:25:10.450 --> 00:25:16.377
First of all, I can't believe what you had to go through and watch your own children as a mom.

00:25:16.377 --> 00:25:18.968
Mom that has had to be so hard.

00:25:18.968 --> 00:25:24.869
That's why I said I think you're the the most resilient mom out there, yeah because this is not just a a year battle.

00:25:24.869 --> 00:25:28.233
Yeah, trying to figure it out this is it was.

00:25:28.535 --> 00:25:30.277
It was the hardest time of my life.

00:25:30.277 --> 00:25:35.403
I I the with my youngest, just with everything stopping.

00:25:35.403 --> 00:25:42.397
I think the things you think are hard as a mom with normal, healthy kids.

00:25:42.397 --> 00:25:58.096
Obviously there's hard things in life, but I remember being stressed at times of like driving so much to ballet and and work and school for the kids that getting trying trying to manage my day and when everything stopped she couldn't go.

00:25:58.096 --> 00:26:05.301
My youngest couldn't go to school and there were several times we would try and get her there and she could not do it.

00:26:05.301 --> 00:26:19.874
Actually, the last time she went she had a panic attack at school and they had to wheel her out in a wheelchair and she was mortified and had her head down and she hates attention, there's no way.

00:26:19.874 --> 00:26:21.698
This is like she can't, she can't go back, there's no way.

00:26:21.698 --> 00:26:37.054
Um, so so many things stopped in her life and I just remember thinking I would give anything to be the stressed busy with all those things you know, as long as I will never take that for granted never take that for granted.

00:26:37.173 --> 00:26:45.240
I will and fast forward to now and she's doing all those things and I and we can get to that, but I, she just yeah, you, she.

00:26:45.339 --> 00:26:50.938
I think when I saw you it was the first day back of school yeah right, I, literally like I the last couple weeks.

00:26:51.058 --> 00:26:57.213
I just I, I'm in tears when I think about she's back living life and she's going.

00:26:57.213 --> 00:26:58.278
She just made palm.

00:26:58.278 --> 00:26:59.500
She's in seventh grade.

00:26:59.500 --> 00:27:00.412
She'll be behind.

00:27:00.412 --> 00:27:10.461
She's behind for sure, because homeschool was kind of a joke, like I couldn't hardly even teach her anything, she couldn't really concentrate or do much.

00:27:10.670 --> 00:27:17.298
But her homeopath would always say these kids, when they get better they catch up because their brain is working how it should.

00:27:17.298 --> 00:27:27.183
And so it was frustrating those years because I would get frustrated with her that she couldn't like do a little bit of of schoolwork, you know.

00:27:27.183 --> 00:27:33.703
But I also would have to remind myself her her brain is not normal, her brain is not healthy.

00:27:33.703 --> 00:27:34.291
Right now.

00:27:34.291 --> 00:27:41.326
It's sick, sick and I can see that now that she can do things that I mean she couldn't, she couldn't leave the the corner.

00:27:41.326 --> 00:27:51.236
When she finally left the house then it was it took time to like get past the corner and then, um, finally the first time, like she could get in the car and go to a store.

00:27:51.236 --> 00:27:53.912
I remember the first time she went into a store.

00:27:53.912 --> 00:27:54.923
It was like the first time she went into a store.

00:27:54.923 --> 00:27:56.694
It was like the first time she went to a public pool.

00:27:56.694 --> 00:28:02.973
All these things were huge milestones that she hadn't done in over a year because she was homebound.

00:28:02.973 --> 00:28:07.723
So I can't remember the original question you asked me.

00:28:07.950 --> 00:28:08.974
Did you have symptoms.

00:28:08.974 --> 00:28:12.992
Did you notice symptoms being around that mold as well, or were you able to?

00:28:13.134 --> 00:28:19.097
Yeah, I mean mean, thankfully I was like functioning and I wasn't um super sick or anything, but I did have.

00:28:19.097 --> 00:28:42.218
I've had autoimmune, uh, hashimoto's, and I've had like arthritis stuff and I had um carpal tunnel, um where I'd have to wear a brace and um just a lot of aches and pains and things like that um which I realize now the mold, what had played a part in that for me?

00:28:42.218 --> 00:28:54.260
Um, because living in mold depletes your immune system and so then you're you're also depleted of your minerals, and so this is interesting, I'll come back to me.

00:28:54.260 --> 00:28:58.752
But for my youngest, she always um had cavities.

00:28:58.813 --> 00:29:02.569
She was my one kid that for some reason, everyone every time we go to the dentist.

00:29:02.569 --> 00:29:08.711
She had a cavity and she was little and she would brush her teeth like twice a day, like normal, like my other two.

00:29:08.711 --> 00:29:12.013
Um didn't eat a lot of candy really.

00:29:12.013 --> 00:29:13.996
She just I don't know she always had didn't eat a lot of candy really.

00:29:13.996 --> 00:29:14.876
She just I don't know she always had.

00:29:14.876 --> 00:29:38.135
Well, when you're living in mold, you're depleted of these nutrients and these minerals and since being out of the mold and doing the homeopathy which balances your body back and restores your body back to how it should be, she has not had one cavity Like the last time I took her to the and she hadn't been to the dentist in two years.

00:29:38.135 --> 00:29:42.058
I couldn't get her there and I thought that it was the beginning of this year.

00:29:42.058 --> 00:29:47.338
I thought for sure she has a cavity because she hasn't been in two years and before that it would always be like cavity, cavity.

00:29:47.338 --> 00:29:51.473
And I took her and her teeth are amazing and it's just showing that people don't understand Her teeth are amazing.

00:29:52.750 --> 00:29:53.737
And it's just showing that it's little things.

00:29:53.737 --> 00:29:55.027
People don't understand how it can be little things like that.

00:29:55.047 --> 00:30:01.896
It's little things, so looking back I see little things that were symptoms, but nothing major with her, but it was cavities and she had eczema.

00:30:01.896 --> 00:30:15.085
She always had eczema, even as a baby, and now that she is healed almost 100% no eczema, no cavities.

00:30:15.085 --> 00:30:17.037
It's the little things that are like even that.

00:30:17.037 --> 00:30:20.038
The interesting thing too is like her fears.

00:30:20.038 --> 00:30:33.682
Homeopathy can heal at a mind, body, soul level in all different ways and it can heal like kind of irrational fears.

00:30:33.682 --> 00:30:42.435
And she had irrational fears of, um, of spiders, of bugs and of thunderstorms, which can be normal for kids.

00:30:42.435 --> 00:30:44.661
Hers was pretty extreme, it would be.

00:30:44.661 --> 00:30:50.130
It would be like she would literally like shake and one time she threw up she was so scared of a thunderstorm.

00:30:50.130 --> 00:30:53.563
But, um, you just think, oh, that's just how they are.

00:30:53.563 --> 00:31:00.729
But all of these things have gotten better as she's healed with the homeopath and you know, and being out of that environment.

00:31:00.769 --> 00:31:05.023
Obviously, I think, being in a toxic relationship, there's an energy there too.

00:31:05.023 --> 00:31:23.092
You know I know we had talked before that you had felt your husband's energy like this darkness as well, because I know that I have as well being around that almost my body would would want to keep me away from it like there was a dense dark energy because of their constant environments.

00:31:23.092 --> 00:31:25.756
You know, uh were so toxic.

00:31:26.156 --> 00:31:39.478
That's interesting because I've realized now um, when I was in that marriage, I like on the weekends, I would get up On a Saturday and a Sunday I would get up and go to hot yoga, just right.

00:31:39.478 --> 00:31:41.660
When I would wake up I would get up and go, go for a run.

00:31:41.941 --> 00:31:43.382
Go to hot yoga or whatever.

00:31:43.922 --> 00:32:19.297
But now I actually love to sleep in, I love to take my time, I love to be in my home and have a slow morning and I've realized I was getting away to feel safe, I was getting away to feel peace, because I didn't I didn't realize at the time but I didn't it was an energy that I didn't like, that I was around and in that home and you kind of just shut off feeling in a way and just go about your routine, you know.

00:32:19.297 --> 00:32:24.473
But it's just interesting as I look back now like I did the same thing.

00:32:24.513 --> 00:32:30.038
I remember I get up and I almost had this like I don't know if it was anxiety, I was like I gotta go, I gotta go, I go for runs.

00:32:30.038 --> 00:32:36.277
I could go for miles, sometimes eight, nine miles, I'd be gone and I'm like I just needed to do that and I could come back.

00:32:36.277 --> 00:32:39.749
But there was, you know, definitely something that I couldn't.

00:32:39.749 --> 00:32:50.172
It was really hard to be around and even when he talked constantly about these things that he feared and that was so negative, I'd say I can't talk about this.

00:32:50.172 --> 00:32:56.765
I could feel it energetically, what it was doing to my body, you know, and to be around that day in, day out.

00:32:56.845 --> 00:33:00.355
And kids, you know kids co-regulate with their parents.

00:33:00.355 --> 00:33:08.919
So even though we can hide that we're in fear or things are really wrong, they can feel it just like dogs.

00:33:08.919 --> 00:33:11.871
Dogs, they say, okay, they'll mimic the owner, right?

00:33:11.871 --> 00:33:15.442
Well, I've realized that kids do too.

00:33:15.442 --> 00:33:31.633
Kids will take on what we're feeling and co-regulate with us and it shows up in them and they'll feel the fear, They'll feel the darkness and I don't know what people want to call it, but I almost felt like mold.

00:33:31.633 --> 00:33:33.217
Mold in our house in Alaska.

00:33:33.217 --> 00:33:52.933
It was almost a messenger, like a messenger that there is an entity, a darkness, something in our home that my husband was bringing in, you know, and it was almost this messenger, this messenger you know, I don't know why I feel this way, but I was almost like you said.

00:33:52.953 --> 00:33:56.048
It was telling me I need out, need to get out of this home.

00:33:56.048 --> 00:33:59.737
It's toxic and toxic environment.

00:33:59.757 --> 00:34:00.577
That's interesting.

00:34:00.577 --> 00:34:02.630
I I definitely had fear.

00:34:02.630 --> 00:34:18.630
I it was a marriage that I knew I couldn't be in anymore, but I had so much fear of how to leave or what's going to happen when I leave of course, a single mom with three kids to support your three kids and they say the brain.

00:34:18.630 --> 00:34:24.092
The most uncomfortable thing for the brain is unfamiliarity.

00:34:24.092 --> 00:34:30.295
Something unfamiliar, the unknown, and that was so hard for me.

00:34:30.565 --> 00:34:34.235
Yeah because how many women that I know they want to leave, but they're like how?

00:34:34.376 --> 00:34:35.385
how am I going to afford?

00:34:35.626 --> 00:34:35.827
rent.

00:34:35.827 --> 00:34:42.829
That is now for gosh, a three bedroom is like three, four thousand dollars a month and yeah, how am I going to pay for all that?

00:34:43.010 --> 00:34:49.045
so and I try, I mean we, we our marriage was very we had been divorced and remarried before.

00:34:49.045 --> 00:35:08.239
We had been separated um two times, almost divorced two times before the final one and um, and it was so much anxiety, so much anxiety that I had um, and you realize I've learned later about a trauma bond and the things why I would go back.

00:35:08.239 --> 00:35:24.105
But I think one really hard thing for me still was always just if I had left in 2019 when we were separated and we were divorcing and we ended up getting back together.

00:35:24.105 --> 00:35:29.018
But if I had, no, that was another time, it was 2022.

00:35:29.018 --> 00:35:39.996
If I had left in 2022, another time we were um, that would have been before my kids got sick you know, yeah, but you can't.

00:35:40.036 --> 00:35:40.978
there's no right or wrong.

00:35:40.978 --> 00:35:44.172
I know, I know, I know things happen things happen the way they should.

00:35:50.224 --> 00:35:50.907
Things happen the way they should.

00:35:50.907 --> 00:35:52.951
Um and I do see so many blessings along the way of um.

00:35:52.951 --> 00:35:59.943
I knew I, when I found out about the, the last affair, I knew, I knew, I knew I was done.

00:35:59.943 --> 00:36:07.349
I didn't know it was a full-on affair, but I didn't, it didn't matter to me, I just couldn't live this life anymore of the questioning.

00:36:07.349 --> 00:36:22.420
And I had received anonymous letters about him and his affair and I just kept praying that I would find out the truth Because I thought what if I leave?

00:36:22.420 --> 00:36:23.260
And it really wasn't.

00:36:23.260 --> 00:36:25.302
What if this was a misunderstanding?

00:36:27.025 --> 00:36:27.492
What if this was just?

00:36:27.492 --> 00:36:28.304
You wouldn't want to believe it?

00:36:28.304 --> 00:36:29.903
Like it was just so hard to see.

00:36:29.903 --> 00:36:30.827
Yeah, like what if I left?

00:36:30.887 --> 00:36:32.833
and it wasn't what I'm thinking.

00:36:32.833 --> 00:36:34.170
It is because I didn't have proof.

00:36:34.170 --> 00:36:42.114
You know, this letter gave me some things, but not a lot, and then I got a second letter, and then I got a third letter.

00:36:42.244 --> 00:36:45.509
It's interesting that we as humans, we want tangible proof.

00:36:45.509 --> 00:36:46.750
It's interesting that we, as humans, we want tangible proof.

00:36:46.750 --> 00:36:50.514
Oh my gosh, which mold is sometimes really hard to get tangible truth.

00:36:50.514 --> 00:36:52.817
But your kids could have all these symptoms.

00:36:52.817 --> 00:36:56.119
But you're like, oh, but I really want to see this result, yeah.

00:36:56.139 --> 00:36:56.740
Where's the result?

00:36:56.740 --> 00:36:57.201
Where's the?

00:36:57.221 --> 00:36:58.327
result Like and same.

00:36:58.327 --> 00:37:01.987
Like you right the affair you want okay, yes, the yes and no, and how long?

00:37:01.987 --> 00:37:04.110
Yeah, but there was just but your gut.

00:37:04.110 --> 00:37:05.070
What was your gut?

00:37:05.090 --> 00:37:12.958
saying Well, so I knew I was done, it didn't matter, I still wanted that, but then I did get it.

00:37:12.958 --> 00:37:14.840
I got the third letter.

00:37:14.840 --> 00:37:22.373
It was a full-on affair and I was just so grateful for that because I knew I was done.

00:37:22.373 --> 00:37:47.228
But it was such a weight lifted off my shoulders to know for sure, and that was just a little prayer that was answered to me, that it it helped me to realize I can trust myself, because my gut that whole year my gut was telling me something's not right with and I would bring up stuff to him and it was always I'm looking for something.

00:37:47.768 --> 00:37:49.452
I'm you always told that you're crazy.

00:37:49.452 --> 00:37:50.635
I'm, I'm looking for something.

00:37:51.177 --> 00:37:53.101
I'm, you know I'm the crazy one I'm.

00:37:53.101 --> 00:37:58.126
I'm just I'm never gonna be okay.

00:37:58.126 --> 00:37:59.429
I'm just always going to be trying to find something.

00:37:59.429 --> 00:38:01.295
And, um, and looking back, my gut knew that it was not.

00:38:01.315 --> 00:38:04.606
It was not good and same with your gut, with your, your kid's health.

00:38:04.606 --> 00:38:16.659
So it's almost like God is showing you signs, like you are a very intuitive person you are, so get more in tune with that and trust that first intuition, that gut intuition.

00:38:16.659 --> 00:38:21.505
I feel God has sent me lots of signs like that too, because sometimes I give the benefit of the doubt.

00:38:21.505 --> 00:38:29.670
Like you know, when I moved here I was very kind of protective of my family and who we're gonna meet, you know, and so I meet somebody for the first time and it was like a no.

00:38:29.670 --> 00:38:34.271
But then I'm like, well, they're, you know, part of our community, part of the school.

00:38:34.271 --> 00:38:43.257
Maybe I'll give benefit of the doubt, but after I put myself in their heart and soul, then I'm finally shown that, oh yeah, that was a no for a reason.

00:38:43.277 --> 00:38:46.711
Yes, and sometimes we have to learn that lesson over and over.

00:38:47.454 --> 00:38:55.998
So when I say like oh, if I had only left in 2022, it would have spared my children of you know.

00:38:55.998 --> 00:39:01.228
But but I wouldn't have had this surety of um.

00:39:01.228 --> 00:39:10.313
I tried for so long to make it work and it got to a point where I knew and I look back, I can trust myself.

00:39:10.313 --> 00:39:18.760
I can look back and realize I felt a certain way and I can trust that, and that really did give me trust in myself that I hadn't had.

00:39:18.760 --> 00:39:19.280
I had felt crazy.

00:39:19.320 --> 00:39:20.019
You're a healer.

00:39:20.019 --> 00:39:21.882
Look how you've been healing your children.

00:39:21.882 --> 00:39:27.487
I mean, I know you've seen many specialists, but a lot of times they were just treating the symptom.

00:39:27.487 --> 00:39:33.744
Yeah, but you have been healing your three girls well, and homeopathy is all based off of symptoms.

00:39:34.387 --> 00:39:42.568
So that's on me to track and tell the provider what I'm noticing, and whatever I'm noticing they will then tweak the remedy.

00:39:42.568 --> 00:39:54.715
So it's been a lot of I still have my two folders for the two girls that, um, my oldest and youngest of everyday symptoms, and they're little.

00:39:54.715 --> 00:39:58.545
I mean from bloody noses to meltdowns to everything.

00:39:58.545 --> 00:40:03.817
The provider wants to know every little detail, and that's I mean.

00:40:03.817 --> 00:40:06.190
Sometimes I'm asking them questions that they don't want to.

00:40:06.791 --> 00:40:15.630
I don't want to talk to me about Like I put my kids through like collecting their poop and yeah, yeah, they're like.

00:40:15.630 --> 00:40:19.157
My boy was mortified when I was like, oh well, for this test.

00:40:20.228 --> 00:40:24.775
Yeah, sometimes it's not easy, they're kind of used to all my questions now, but they don't always love it.

00:40:24.775 --> 00:40:35.797
But it's a lot of observing and it's a lot of work that I had to do with, but it's by being patient with that I've seen miracles.

00:40:35.797 --> 00:40:37.813
I've seen miracles with them.

00:40:38.925 --> 00:40:49.577
And I love the way you brought up like spirituality, Like I know for your family, now have you for your own healing, have you guys brought in more spiritual aspects or energy work or anything like that?

00:40:49.824 --> 00:40:53.152
Yeah, so I was so wanting to learn about all.

00:40:53.152 --> 00:41:01.054
You know, we met at that retreat and that's when I first started getting into breath work and breath work had been amazing.

00:41:01.054 --> 00:41:09.608
I've been doing that I haven't done it recently, but that was really healing and helpful in ways that I never thought could be.

00:41:09.608 --> 00:41:15.547
I had always heard breath work yeah, yeah, you know, sure that sounds great, but doing it was.

00:41:15.547 --> 00:41:17.271
It was life-changing.

00:41:17.291 --> 00:41:33.938
And then I've um started working with a lady that does energy work and and um energy sessions and I've, uh, within the last maybe almost a year, I work with her and I've seen amazing things with that as well.

00:41:33.938 --> 00:42:08.277
So I love learning about different ways to heal, because I think for so long I think doctors are needed for certain things, are needed for certain things, um, but if you really have something that is just autoimmune or something that's taking over your life, or you need to find the root cause and someone that's going to help you truly, truly heal rather than just masking the symptoms, which I feel like in the beginning of all my girls' issues, that's kind of the road I went down and tried a lot of different.

00:42:08.985 --> 00:42:10.851
How many specialists do you feel like?

00:42:11.132 --> 00:42:19.494
you went to see yeah, at least 10 for my middle and medication was helpful for some things.

00:42:19.494 --> 00:42:40.514
I mean, my first two couldn't function without medication and that was really helpful for a while for um with anxiety and things like that Um, but over time other symptoms started coming, um, getting worse, and I just knew in my gut that the medication isn't.

00:42:40.514 --> 00:42:43.967
I mean, yeah, it helps them to function, which is great, but why?

00:42:43.967 --> 00:42:45.510
Why is this happening?

00:42:45.510 --> 00:42:48.737
Happening especially if there's physical issues.

00:42:48.737 --> 00:43:02.510
You know, like I said with my oldest with migraines and gut issues to where she could barely drink water without her, her gut bugging her, and it would correlate with depression and so I didn't want to just forever have her on a medication.

00:43:02.510 --> 00:43:04.293
I wanted her to heal whatever.

00:43:04.393 --> 00:43:09.748
And as she heals with homeopathy, her gut heals and her depression goes away.

00:43:09.748 --> 00:43:14.599
The first week she was on the first remedy um we ever did.

00:43:14.599 --> 00:43:25.333
She was out of her room and laughing with her sisters for the first time in like a year and I remember like no, this is like, this is too good to be true.

00:43:25.333 --> 00:43:27.597
This is just a fluke because I didn't believe in it yet.

00:43:27.597 --> 00:43:28.259
I'm like we'll see.

00:43:28.259 --> 00:43:38.653
And as time went on, she became herself again, I mean with anorexia, I thought as she gets better we're going to have to go see a therapist or something.

00:43:38.653 --> 00:43:41.125
And all of that went away as she healed.

00:43:41.125 --> 00:43:46.007
It was just a part of the pandas and the pans and yeah.

00:43:46.007 --> 00:43:46.789
So it was amazing.

00:43:46.789 --> 00:43:50.371
With homeopathy and and the energy yeah, the energy sessions, I'm still do they?

00:43:50.411 --> 00:44:05.793
do energy, your kids do it, so I can I can do it with my um with my provider, um for them, okay, and through me, oh good yeah, I don't even know how well it makes sense to me, just because I you know.

00:44:05.853 --> 00:44:10.367
from early on I was told take care of me first, Because then, you bring whatever.

00:44:10.367 --> 00:44:16.797
If your nervous system is regulated or if you're feeling good, then you can definitely bring that to the home.

00:44:16.797 --> 00:44:17.760
Yes, that's a good point.

00:44:17.885 --> 00:44:23.733
I remember being told that a lot with doing breath work, I remember feeling like I don't have time to work on me.

00:44:23.733 --> 00:44:30.679
It was so, so much with the divorce and the move and the healing.

00:44:30.679 --> 00:44:37.079
My trying to homeschool and and yeah, and me working and I didn't have time.

00:44:37.079 --> 00:44:42.793
But I was always reminded that if I heal, they will heal too.

00:44:42.893 --> 00:44:43.815
I always say that start.

00:44:43.815 --> 00:44:56.510
Actually I just have my friend who just moved here and of course I know how it is to move and from Alaska to here and how much stress that was and she was, you know, really worried about her son.

00:44:56.510 --> 00:45:02.487
You know she has three kids and I said I looked at her, I said my day all starts with you, you know I.

00:45:02.487 --> 00:45:16.447
And then, because if you have to take care of yourself right now, this has all been so much, because then you'll see the ripple effect to your kids afterward, because I've seen that I'm like a big science project too, you know, yeah, the more that I did that work.

00:45:16.447 --> 00:45:18.916
That's why that was my first retreat where I met you.

00:45:19.324 --> 00:45:23.454
But I, oh, the guilt that I felt because my son had separation anxiety.

00:45:23.454 --> 00:45:26.514
Oh my gosh, he and I was like like I can't leave him.

00:45:26.514 --> 00:45:28.262
He, I'm his only person.

00:45:28.262 --> 00:45:30.992
He feels safe because he was so afraid to lose me.

00:45:30.992 --> 00:45:36.110
After losing their dad, they're like what he'd always be, like what, what if something happens to you?

00:45:36.110 --> 00:45:38.036
And then I was just his comfort blanket.

00:45:38.036 --> 00:45:40.650
So that was the first time I left.

00:45:40.710 --> 00:45:45.099
But I remember when I came home, how much better I felt, you know.

00:45:45.099 --> 00:45:45.766
And then I don't.

00:45:45.766 --> 00:45:46.568
I'm like, oh, I gotta do.

00:45:46.568 --> 00:45:56.056
And I remember going yeah, I think six months after just something else where I could just get away from home for a little bit from all the to-dos Cause I was all into my masculine.

00:45:56.077 --> 00:45:58.407
You know, you've got bills, you got to work, you got to take care of the kids.

00:45:58.407 --> 00:46:00.911
I'm mom and dad and it's just all so much.

00:46:00.911 --> 00:46:03.253
Even taking care of my mom, you know she's living with us.

00:46:03.253 --> 00:46:23.351
So to just get away and start working on myself and making time and I know that is a lot where people are like I just don't have time but just those little wins of even I say get up five minutes earlier and start with that and do journaling, breath work, prayer, you know, really bring in more light.

00:46:23.351 --> 00:46:31.132
Because I do feel, as I feel, like mold and things like that is such a dark density, you know it's so dark.

00:46:31.132 --> 00:46:37.291
So, bringing in more light through breath work, through prayer, through energy healing I had done that too.

00:46:37.291 --> 00:46:38.775
I remember getting this energy healing.

00:46:38.775 --> 00:46:40.806
She's like, oh, you got to work on your heart.

00:46:40.806 --> 00:46:44.992
I had all these armors probably thick armor on there, you know.

00:46:44.992 --> 00:46:53.753
And uh, I do believe a lot in in that, because I walk into a room and I can feel everybody's energy, you know.

00:46:53.913 --> 00:47:04.052
I can, you can walk into a room and it's hard to not take on um with my kids, with my youngest, with how hard it was for her, but she was home all the time.

00:47:04.052 --> 00:47:06.014
It was so heavy for me.

00:47:06.014 --> 00:47:21.514
It was such a heavy, she was so hard and that wasn't her, but I had to do something for me at times because it was exhausting Even if she was home and not doing anything.

00:47:21.514 --> 00:47:26.869
I constantly felt guilt that she's not learning right now or guilt that she's not.

00:47:26.869 --> 00:47:30.090
I would try to get her to just go to the park and run around.

00:47:30.090 --> 00:47:37.938
I would run around with her if she would do it that day, just to get her to see sunlight, because she would be in the house 24, seven every day.

00:47:37.938 --> 00:47:54.166
And so it was this heavy, heavy guilt of like that she's not living life, that she's not going to birthday parties, that she's not going to dance and you know.

00:47:54.166 --> 00:47:57.123
And so the feelings now where she's back doing things and it's just amazing.

00:47:57.123 --> 00:47:58.489
I'm so happy for you.

00:47:58.489 --> 00:47:59.032
I love that.

00:47:59.706 --> 00:48:06.489
How are the girls doing now, like just to give hope to somebody, to a mom or parent out there that's going through this.

00:48:06.925 --> 00:48:15.309
I mean so my 19-year-old, I mean all last year, and so she missed her second half of her junior year, most of her senior year.

00:48:15.309 --> 00:48:29.297
She was able to get back to school in person the end of her senior year and she was doing really, really good and still struggled that summer with some health issues nothing horrible but she's now.

00:48:29.297 --> 00:48:32.291
She moved to New York in April, which is her dream.

00:48:32.291 --> 00:48:39.273
Her dream is to do acting, and she's made, I mean moved out there not knowing anyone.

00:48:39.273 --> 00:48:46.686
She's so brave, she's doing so good and she's so happy and she loves it there and of course I'm always asking her how are your symptoms like?

00:48:46.706 --> 00:48:47.286
how are you feeling?

00:48:47.286 --> 00:48:52.009
Cause I don't want her to like plummet, but she's so happy and she's doing so good.

00:48:52.009 --> 00:48:55.110
And then my youngest um, you know so it'd been.

00:48:55.110 --> 00:49:01.014
She stopped going to school the end of fourth grade.

00:49:01.014 --> 00:49:05.737
It's been homebound ever since then.

00:49:05.737 --> 00:49:12.961
This year is seventh grade for her and even through the summer I didn't know if she'd be able to.

00:49:12.961 --> 00:49:20.588
She's been doing so much better, but I didn't know if she'd be able to walk into school and go to school.

00:49:20.588 --> 00:49:23.594
Yet she walked into school the first day and didn't look back.

00:49:23.594 --> 00:49:27.318
And she, when I drop her off, she has the biggest smile on her face.

00:49:28.259 --> 00:49:34.882
She signed up for drama which this is a kid that literally couldn't be around family or friends.

00:49:34.882 --> 00:49:37.192
In the beginning it was people.

00:49:37.192 --> 00:49:38.628
She couldn't be around people at all.

00:49:38.628 --> 00:49:43.688
And now she's doing drama and then I tried out for POM.

00:49:43.688 --> 00:49:44.851
She's back to ballet.

00:49:44.851 --> 00:49:51.864
I mean, I feel with the hardest two years of my life.

00:49:51.864 --> 00:49:55.030
Nothing makes me happier.

00:49:55.030 --> 00:50:05.815
I am happier being out of a toxic marriage, but nothing makes me happier than my kids happy and healthy and thriving.

00:50:05.815 --> 00:50:14.304
And I remember a mom saying whose son had gone through the same thing as my youngest and she said he's living life.

00:50:14.304 --> 00:50:17.425
It took three years but he's back to everything.

00:50:17.425 --> 00:50:24.925
And I remember that gave me hope, but I was also like three years, I was thinking it would take like a couple months for her.

00:50:24.925 --> 00:50:31.965
So two years was a lot longer, but I'm just so, so grateful.

00:50:34.494 --> 00:50:34.976
What would you say?

00:50:34.976 --> 00:50:35.737
Just to have perseverance.

00:50:35.737 --> 00:50:40.126
I'm almost patient with it, you know, because listen to your gut.

00:50:40.226 --> 00:50:40.907
It's really hard.

00:50:40.907 --> 00:50:44.623
I want to tell everyone just to do I resilience naturopathic if.

00:50:44.623 --> 00:50:55.260
If you think your kid has pandas or pans, look into what that is and also look into resilience naturopathic homeopathy I tried different places.

00:50:55.280 --> 00:50:55.780
They're based out of.

00:50:55.820 --> 00:50:56.021
San.

00:50:56.021 --> 00:50:56.382
Diego.

00:50:56.402 --> 00:51:05.715
Right, they're based out of San Diego, but it's all Zoom calls anyways and phone calls and I tried a couple different homeopaths and I ended up going back to them.

00:51:05.715 --> 00:51:13.728
They specialize in these kids and so there's times where the healing seems really slow and you get frustrated.00:51:13.728 --> 00:51:42.155


And then there's times where you have freaking miracles and you're like crying to your provider, like, oh my gosh, she, you know, she went to ballet for the first time or whatever it's all these things, and she's feeling better and she and honestly, if my oldest hadn't have had such drastic changes the first week she started it, I may have not kept with it because it was slower for my youngest, but I knew, I know this works.00:51:42.155 --> 00:51:59.063


Sometimes it's a lot of trial and error with what remedy helps them, but once you find the right one with the provider, it's a miracle and they can get back to all these things that you think maybe are their behavioral things or that's just how they are.00:51:59.063 --> 00:52:04.826


Those things can heal and they can be happier and better.00:52:04.905 --> 00:52:05.867


I'm so proud of you.00:52:05.867 --> 00:52:10.021


I mean, I hope you know, I hope you know how incredible a mother you are.00:52:10.021 --> 00:52:13.608


They are thriving right now because of you.00:52:13.608 --> 00:52:20.503


You fought so hard for your girls and you still are, and now you get to celebrate those wins.00:52:20.503 --> 00:52:22.420


I hope you see that.00:52:22.420 --> 00:52:23.336


Yeah, it's.00:52:23.336 --> 00:52:24.822


It's you not giving up?00:52:24.822 --> 00:52:27.304


Keep asking questions and digging in the why.00:52:27.304 --> 00:52:29.422


Like you said, you were a little girl and I asked why?00:52:29.422 --> 00:52:29.923


Why?00:52:30.235 --> 00:52:30.543


Well, you know why.00:52:30.543 --> 00:52:30.967


My personality is to ask why to everything.00:52:30.967 --> 00:52:31.114


So why?00:52:31.114 --> 00:52:31.751


Like you said, you were a little girl and I asked why, why?00:52:31.751 --> 00:52:33.896


Well, now you know why my personality is to ask why to everything.00:52:33.896 --> 00:52:38.668


So, as a mom, I will never stop asking why and I feel I'm the same way.00:52:38.668 --> 00:52:41.523


That's why I'm like okay I go to the you know doctor's name.00:52:41.563 --> 00:52:43.697


I was like, well, why, why is he getting like this?00:52:43.697 --> 00:52:44.659


Why is it behavior?00:52:44.659 --> 00:52:47.045


And then I'm like, oh my gosh, it was mold at the school.00:52:47.045 --> 00:52:49.661


Oh, there's mold at the in alaska and there's.00:52:49.661 --> 00:52:52.927


And the fear the traumas that we've been in.00:52:52.927 --> 00:52:56.063


Yeah, not every kid in that classroom was getting symptoms.00:52:56.063 --> 00:53:00.543


A lot of them were, yeah, you know, and a lot of parents didn't want to see it too.00:53:00.543 --> 00:53:00.905


You know.00:53:00.905 --> 00:53:03.903


A lot of times that's fear-based right, Right yeah.00:53:05.175 --> 00:53:17.065


But at least now you're like well, I'm not going crazy you know, oh my gosh, and I will never take for granted all the things that they can do, because once they don't have their health, that's all you want.00:53:17.146 --> 00:53:17.947


And mental health too.00:53:17.947 --> 00:53:29.518


I remember I think the first year we had moved here, oh gosh, sophia had a time where she struggled and I was like, okay, I got to keep her from school.00:53:29.518 --> 00:53:30.039


I mean, I just knew you.00:53:30.039 --> 00:53:30.742


You know the schools don't like it.00:53:30.742 --> 00:53:31.784


You get you take time off.00:53:31.804 --> 00:53:33.728


But I said her mental health is number one.00:53:33.728 --> 00:53:42.579


She is not doing good and I think she just needs I need to figure out, get to the root cause, spend some one-on-one, and there was just so much trauma, so much hurt, so much pain.00:53:42.579 --> 00:53:44.105


So I really spent a week.00:53:44.105 --> 00:53:50.282


I took everything off of work, off of everything and just spent the week with her and be like what does she need?00:53:50.282 --> 00:53:52.628


Need, you know, and work on the nervous system and the health.00:53:52.628 --> 00:53:54.882


And you know I was like, okay, is it a trip to Alaska?00:53:54.882 --> 00:53:55.764


We go to Alaska.00:53:55.764 --> 00:53:56.096


You know.00:53:56.096 --> 00:53:58.684


Just she was missing and wondered if there was still.00:53:58.684 --> 00:54:03.726


You know the connections there and just a lot of grief, you know.00:54:03.726 --> 00:54:09.487


And so sometimes it is just following your gut instinct as a parent.00:54:09.487 --> 00:54:11.157


I think that's truly the best advice.00:54:11.157 --> 00:54:14.724


It's not like one thing worked for me is going to work for you.00:54:14.844 --> 00:54:19.340


Just, each child is so different yeah, and there's a lot of different treatments for this.00:54:19.340 --> 00:54:24.539


I mean, I know there's a lot of different doctors that can do different things and there were a lot.00:54:24.539 --> 00:54:30.139


I feel like a lot of doctors I could take a piece of, like naturopaths and things like that.00:54:30.139 --> 00:54:41.925


I could take a piece of of something that we did with them and that helped a piece here, a piece there and that helped, or I got information, you know, and then but the homeopathy for us is what truly yeah, and the homeopathy.00:54:42.204 --> 00:54:47.548


I where I saw that matthias and sophia and I really this one you can buy on amazon.00:54:47.548 --> 00:54:54.306


You can buy it, you know grocery store, is it called ignatia, ignatia, notknatia, but it's one of them.00:54:54.306 --> 00:54:55.148


Oh, one of the remedies?00:54:55.148 --> 00:54:57.762


Yeah, it's C6, is what I remember.00:54:57.762 --> 00:55:01.202


We have one, okay, so I don't know it is really easy to buy them.00:55:02.077 --> 00:55:08.079


But the thing is what I've seen with my provider, the way they are so specific in how to dose it.00:55:08.079 --> 00:55:14.269


I mean they'll like tell you to dilute it to water and then take one teaspoon this amount of days.00:55:14.269 --> 00:55:19.565


I would have no idea Because you can go just buy at Sprouts.00:55:19.565 --> 00:55:21.021


They're the little blue tubes.00:55:21.021 --> 00:55:30.786


But I would do the appointments, talk about all their symptoms and then basically there's like 6,000 remedies that they can.00:55:30.786 --> 00:55:39.128


Based off of that specific child's symptoms, they can figure out which remedy is best for that kid.00:55:39.128 --> 00:55:46.963


So I can't tell anyone like, oh, this is the remedy that heals pandas, because it's going to be completely different for each kid.00:55:46.963 --> 00:55:53.106


And the weird thing is that remedy for my oldest that um healed her.00:55:53.106 --> 00:55:56.038


When you go look at it at sprouts it just says for allergies.00:55:56.038 --> 00:55:59.565


I would have never been able to like go buy that.00:55:59.565 --> 00:56:02.902


So it is like interesting with homeopathy.00:56:03.103 --> 00:56:14.650


You know the way and finding the right provider that, yeah, the right provider that knows how to find the remedy, um and how to dose and things like that Because these kids are so, so sensitive.00:56:15.115 --> 00:56:27.440


So with my kids, like if they had too much it would set them into a flare, they'd be more aggravated, you know, or like okay, it was hard for me to gauge, like are they flaring, is it too much or do they need another dose?00:56:27.440 --> 00:56:30.822


And there's a lot of questioning like that where I'd have to talk to my provider because I'm like.00:56:30.822 --> 00:56:31.382


I have no idea.00:56:31.382 --> 00:56:32.344


Do they need another dose?00:56:32.344 --> 00:56:33.367


And then they would be able to.00:56:33.387 --> 00:56:35.016


Oh, yeah, I've been working.00:56:35.016 --> 00:56:36.101


Yeah, I love.00:56:36.101 --> 00:56:48.780


We're at Radiant Health, you know, with Naturopath, and they've been so fantastic to get all our tests and get to the root cause and they'll even pray for you, you know, for your appointments and and they've been fantastic.00:56:48.780 --> 00:56:55.242


But I've definitely seen over the years for myself so many different providers and it's been really hard.00:56:55.295 --> 00:56:57.222


You asked me earlier and I didn't really answer.00:56:57.222 --> 00:57:00.173


But my health, I'm doing better, but yeah, my health wasn't.00:57:00.193 --> 00:57:10.545


Yeah, For me because if I think back of being around the mold in Alaska, I thought it was all hormonal but I was like, well, it was, I don't know, 35 at the time, 44, but it was almost.00:57:10.545 --> 00:57:14.599


People were like, well, maybe it's pre-menopause and I'm like, well, that's still pretty young.00:57:14.599 --> 00:57:19.277


But a lot of it was mold, like the hair loss, a fatigue.00:57:19.277 --> 00:57:21.322


I will say my hormones were worse.00:57:21.503 --> 00:57:23.365


My acne I had acne.00:57:23.365 --> 00:57:25.356


I mean it was like liver wasn't great.00:57:25.356 --> 00:57:28.721


There were things that weren't great and I'm still not like a hundred percent with.00:57:28.721 --> 00:57:36.356


It's always like I have thyroid and stuff like that but I'm doing so much better and I don't ever have to wear my brace at night for carpal tunnel, which is amazing.00:57:36.356 --> 00:57:39.264


Um, arthritis and stuff like that, Like so good.00:57:39.344 --> 00:57:43.619


Oh yeah, I'm so happy, I'm so honored that you said yes, cause I know this.00:57:43.619 --> 00:57:52.811


I kind of we have to share your story, cause I actually there's a few families that I'm thinking of already that I hope they're listened to and give them a direction.00:57:53.456 --> 00:57:55.222


You know they're getting sick of speaking.00:57:55.222 --> 00:57:56.438


I really hope that.00:57:56.438 --> 00:57:57.963


Yeah, whoever needs to hear this?00:57:58.574 --> 00:57:59.960


Can anyone get hold of you?00:57:59.960 --> 00:58:02.661


Let's say they have a question or a directive.00:58:02.661 --> 00:58:03.762


How can they find you?00:58:04.436 --> 00:58:18.288


Well, I mean, I have two Instagram accounts my personal, one is private, but I have my business one is lovelybylaura and anyone can message me on that and I'd be happy to give information on on any of this stuff, because there's a lot yes, a lot.00:58:18.394 --> 00:58:29.557


You could be overwhelming, or this but um, I've been down that road for a long time, so I feel like I've seen and read and done a lot of things for these kind of things with pandas and pans and um.00:58:29.557 --> 00:58:33.226


But yeah, I hope that because I didn't hear about it.00:58:33.226 --> 00:58:41.902


I think it was a friend that posted um when her daughter had this and I remember looking into pandas and thinking that sounds like what my daughter has, you know.00:58:41.902 --> 00:58:48.208


So I just hope that more people I think more doctors and people are starting to find out and talk about it.00:58:48.208 --> 00:58:56.085


Um, but back when this all started with um my middle, when she was three, I mean years ago, it nobody, no doctor, mentioned it.00:58:56.085 --> 00:58:59.418


Yeah, I mean, like I said, it was like about 10 doctors.00:58:59.838 --> 00:59:06.056


None of the ones that I had seen until actually, me going to a health optimization summit in Austin.00:59:06.056 --> 00:59:10.545


That is where they talk so much about mold toxicity.00:59:10.545 --> 00:59:12.349


They talked about MTHFR.00:59:12.349 --> 00:59:16.686


They talked about, you know, just nutrition and toxicity, toxic load.00:59:16.686 --> 00:59:35.541


That's what planted the seed to go home and test all of my family, yes, and that's where we saw we were through the roof with heavy metals, parasites and mold, yeah, and then I was like oh my gosh, and they all correlate so if you think your kid has pandas or pans, definitely look into mold.00:59:36.083 --> 00:59:47.487


And maybe, if they don't have pandas or pans but there's some health issues going around in the family, definitely look into mold oh, because another thing too with mold that introduces the parasites, because it, you know, you get a leaky gut.00:59:47.507 --> 00:59:50.422


The parasites enter and they want to eat the mold.00:59:50.483 --> 00:59:59.699


Right, that's been my oldest, her biggest issues still still just dealing with parasites, like um, that's always been a thing with her gut and so, yeah, it's all.00:59:59.699 --> 01:00:01.304


It's crazy how it's all correlated, I know.01:00:01.996 --> 01:00:05.331


That's why I'm like when you shared, you're doing my eyebrows and I'm like what?01:00:05.331 --> 01:00:12.438


Yeah, I'm like I've just been going through all this, yeah through all this.01:00:12.458 --> 01:00:19.181


Yeah, yeah, well, and I never thought at the time, but looking back, even um every my health issues I was going through with and we didn't go into cavitation stuff but like but that, that's all linked to to.01:00:19.181 --> 01:00:21.327


I feel like the mold depletes your immune system.01:00:21.367 --> 01:00:25.086


Yes, and then we'll say you, you had from, so cavitation is from.01:00:25.086 --> 01:00:28.659


You know your wisdom teeth removed yeah, gosh, it was.01:00:28.860 --> 01:00:35.836


It was a road to, at the same time of my girls and and uh finding out about affairs and all of that.01:00:35.836 --> 01:00:41.036


I was also going down, uh, this journey of trying to figure out what was going.01:00:41.036 --> 01:00:46.128


I first had a thermal scan, a thermography for my body.01:00:46.128 --> 01:00:48.195


I just wanted to see like inflammation.01:00:48.195 --> 01:00:54.358


I was curious about inflammation and it came up that I had on my right jaw.01:00:54.358 --> 01:01:01.262


It was completely different color than the rest of my face, like something in the doctor was like what's going on with your right side right there?01:01:01.262 --> 01:01:02.346


And I was like I have no idea.01:01:02.346 --> 01:01:02.916


I had no pain.01:01:04.079 --> 01:01:15.074


Um, and then a few months later, um, I started having like bone fragments come through my gums, in my mouth, which I went to like five different dental specialists.01:01:15.074 --> 01:01:17.744


It was like why am I having bone come through my gums?01:01:17.744 --> 01:01:23.079


Some of them just wanted to do a surgery and like scrape down the bone and then sew it back up.01:01:23.079 --> 01:01:24.963


But I was like but why is that happening?01:01:24.963 --> 01:01:27.181


And no one could give me an answer.01:01:27.181 --> 01:01:29.221


This is where I'm like why, why?01:01:29.221 --> 01:01:35.797


So I ended up finding a biological dentist who did a cone beam scan.01:01:35.797 --> 01:01:38.163


He was guessing.01:01:38.163 --> 01:01:39.485


Before we even did the cone beam scan.01:01:39.485 --> 01:01:41.016


He's like have you ever had your wisdom teeth out?01:01:41.016 --> 01:01:44.384


And I said, yeah, when I was 16, I'm, I was 41.01:01:44.384 --> 01:01:46.447


And so that was a long time ago.01:01:46.447 --> 01:01:53.364


And, um, he said, I think you have cavitations, which basically the wisdom teeth being taken out.01:01:53.364 --> 01:02:05.342


Those areas are infected, but you don't have pain and it affects your health, and this happens with root canals as well, and so it affects so many health issues Because it harbors bacteria.01:02:05.775 --> 01:02:11.684


You know, something dead in the mouth, like a root canal, will harbor dead in the mouth, like a root canal, will harbor.01:02:11.704 --> 01:02:21.934


They can test these areas and they've found viruses, parasites, mold, all kinds of things that a lot of times when people have Lyme disease and they get this taken care of and cleaned out, their symptoms are healed.01:02:21.934 --> 01:02:32.485


So I was hoping it would help my symptoms that I had with arthritis and with acne and with carpal tunnel and stuff like that, but I didn't know.01:02:32.485 --> 01:02:46.500


I just thought I know I need to fix this because I'm having dead bone come through my gums so obviously something's going on, although most people who have this don't have that bone come through, so they would never know.01:02:46.500 --> 01:02:53.244


So I'm lucky that I had that and I had the thermal scan so I knew something was going on.01:02:53.244 --> 01:03:05.423


The cone beam scan did show that basically these infections start to eat away at your jawbone and you have like holes in your jawbone and so I did a surgery.01:03:05.976 --> 01:03:08.704


This was right before I found out about the affair.01:03:08.704 --> 01:03:19.545


I had a surgery where they go in and they clean it out and they ozone and PRF and sew you back up and my symptoms were like 80% gone.01:03:20.498 --> 01:03:21.713


I'm so glad you mentioned that.01:03:22.117 --> 01:03:30.643


And then it was six months later that they started slowly coming back a little bit, and so I feel like it was a journey, like it wasn't that everything went away.01:03:30.643 --> 01:03:43.306


But once I moved and I realized when you do that surgery, you're supposed to be in a place where you can heal, and I was in the most stressful time of my life, which was not good for my body to have that surgery.01:03:43.306 --> 01:03:53.956


So I feel like I still had to do a lot of healing and detoxing things after that and, yeah, I'm great now, so everything's so much better.01:03:53.976 --> 01:04:11.619


That's why I only love attempting now as a dental hygienist, a biological dentist, because I've heard that so much with people wisdom teeth having infections, or root canal and especially of the top of maxilla then if it's connected to your heart, having a heart, attack and that was his biggest concern for me.01:04:11.719 --> 01:04:14.668


He was like I can't tell you that this is going to fix all your symptoms.01:04:14.668 --> 01:04:23.407


He wasn't promising me that, but he said I'm most worried about your heart because the tooth that was the worst is connected to the heart.01:04:23.407 --> 01:04:26.764


So I mean I'm glad I had it done.01:04:26.764 --> 01:04:31.264


The dentist I saw he's retired now so that's a bummer.01:04:31.264 --> 01:04:32.568


I can't tell people to go to him.01:04:32.588 --> 01:04:42.222


You can go there yeah, but yeah, it was crazy, but yeah, the fact that that was happening at that time again, all of these things happening at the same time.01:04:42.222 --> 01:04:56.797


I believe the mold was depleting all of us to where these kinds of things with cavitations a lot of people live with that, but their immune system can fight it off and, you know, maybe they never even find out, maybe they never have symptoms, but because their immune system is fighting it off.01:04:56.797 --> 01:05:09.208


But I think the mold depleted me enough to where it started to affect me at the same time as my kids and the mold happening and the affair and all of that.01:05:09.208 --> 01:05:10.739


So it was it.01:05:10.739 --> 01:05:16.181


It seemed like so crazy that everything was happening, but now it makes sense that everything was happening at the same time.01:05:16.181 --> 01:05:17.105


At the same time, yeah.01:05:17.434 --> 01:05:20.643


Because of the stress and the environment.01:05:20.643 --> 01:05:24.304


Yeah Well, I know a lot of people that will be listening.01:05:24.304 --> 01:05:30.864


They're going to be directed where to go and listen to their gut as far as their symptoms and their children's symptoms.01:05:30.864 --> 01:05:32.601


So I appreciate you sharing your story.01:05:32.760 --> 01:05:36.784


Of course, yes, thanks for having me, you're welcome.